Akira Sendoh 07

Hello AS7, I am back with more updates. I just go back home from a tuition session with Shawn. I am seriously thinking that maybe I am not really suitable for the jobs that I am holding on to now. Ok. 1 at a time. Tuition first. I am losing my patience with Shawn. He is slow in learning but I am fine with that. But I cannot take it that he is starting to show attitude problems and signs of giving up. This is making me lose interest in teaching him. Melvin, on the other hand, is fine. I enjoy coaching him as he is fast and learns really easily. But just that he can get into a state of lack of confidence some times. Overall I think he was just lazy. It is my job to change that. Although it is really straining on the mind but for the sake of money, I think I just got to do it anyway. Where on earth can I find such a high paying job? Then horse handling is tough too. I feel that I do not have the physical strength and the mental tolerance required for the job. Then Bakerzin. I tink I am losing my interest in the job and I am getting impatient with the lowly $5 pay. Even a McCafe barista is earning $5.50 an hour. I think that I have learnt all I can there. Maybe it is time to move on? But I cannot bear to part with the pastrys & cakes I can get and the relaxed schedule. I think I will just hold on to this and see how it goes. I must jiayou!!! gambatei!!! I must prove others wrong. I must prove that I can do it. Cheers to hanging on!!!

Hi AS7, I am back from KTV with thomas, joey and eugene, elaine and e new addition of shareen. It feels nice to be adding in new blood, making out group bigger, especially one who can pose elaine some positive challenge in the high pitched songs. But I guess I hit my high too late. Only when we are going to leave.  臭男人 & 只對你說 really made me scream out what i am really feeling deep down inside. Maybe I only want to be a bad guy and enjoy tormenting all around me? Haiz… Maybe I should really heed joey’s suggestions and start without them for about two hrs and hit my peak by the time they come in. Thanks priscilla, you have made me a more independant and strong person. Sorry for imposing myself on u. It wont happen again. Take care to one and all out there. Adious…

Hello AS7, I am back to update you again. Today is the second day I am receiving the full sum of $15/hr. It feels really great to be a qualified horse handler. I do not need to be the trainee anymore. But today I suffered two accidents that threatened to end my career. I got stepped on my left foot by the horse I was handling when I was leading it into the barrier. Guess it is a lack of control on my side allowing it to rush in. Haiz… Then I got the full impact of a side kick in my jaw from another horse who cut my lane. Super angry. But never did I expect the impact to be so powerful. I was literally kicked off the ground and I can feel my hang time. Then I just lied on the ground totally in shock and pain. Before I knew it, I was surrounded by the doctors and lifted off the ground in a stretcher and brought to the clinic but the doctor just helped me put on a plaster and told me to walk back to the starter and see a dentist tomorrow regarding my teeth. I guess I cannot really trust them. I am going to the doctor tomorrow. Maybe alone. Because someone do not seems to be able to accompany me. Haiz… Lonely me…

Hi to everyone. Hi AS7 once again. I gave you up once due to silly comments from silly people. But the new me has decided to start it all over again and leave my sad past behind. I will be the cool and suave me once again. Bravery and reborn rules. I wont let them affect me anymore. So I am picking you up once again AS7. Today I went over to give Melvin his weekly dosage of tuition. I must really comment you. You are picking up really fast. Just do as you are doing when you are with me and you will have no problems. Go along and show your mother some results in the up coming class test. Show her the new "YOU". I got faith in you. And I must thank the lots of people who have shown me care and concern when I am down and out. Many thanks to priscilla for increasing my income. I enjoyed that day with you although some accidents came along to try and spoil our day. Anyway, whatever dont kill you makes you stronger. Dont forget that. But I still dont understand why you dont like tiramisu. Hehe.. I hope that your brother will cooperate with me to improve his grades so tat I can continue teaching him next year. Abit selfish hor. Lol… Thanks Joey and Thomas for accompanying me through everything. Kangli you are not forgotten. Thanks for your uncle-ly naggings. Go for your pinky. And thanks Jieru for your encouragement. You guys and many others that I accidentedly forgot to mention have been great 2 me. I know it. I dont say doesnt mean i dont know. It’s all in my heart. And I look forward to seeing you all soon. That is if I can manage to get some off days. Really busy juggling turf club, Bakerzin and tuition. You all must take care. jia you!!!